New Arrival!!!!!

My sister gave birth to a cute wee girl (called Katie) on Friday. She weight 8lbs 14 and is a wee chunkey monkey!!!!!! I cant wait to go back through to Stirling and see her! Its enough to make me not want to go to Abernethy anymore! Ashley loved being a sister and had a special sister necklace from Katie when she went to the hospital. I think she feels a bit strange tho as when i was leaving she got a bit upset. I had spent all the time with Ashley while lots of people came to see the new baby.

Dreams

I had a bit of a disturbing dream last night. One of those ones that still creeps into your skin through the day. thankfully i can just chill today and wait for the sun to come out.
the Source was amazing last night! Truly fantastic! the children were in the zone man! heehee! The team were gelled too and it makes me realize just how much im going to miss being a part of it all. i learn tonnes of stuff for my own daily walk from the source work pages and i love seeing the children understand and remember things the following week. I love watching them worship and praise and put their own actions to proper worship songs. They are all just so cool!
Tonight is Refuel and the Rock! WOOP WOOP!!! Refuel is funny as the boys are hilarious! I love the banter that comes along with this age. Kinda nervous about tonight. dont know why but im expecting something big to happen i guess.

Photos from France

Jenny, Amy and me out for Joules birthday.
H with her lovely sunglasses mark!
Joules very very drunk on her birthday!
The view from Mont Chery.
the view from my bedroom balcony.

12th August 2006

The date has arrived and i leave on the 12th of August! WOOPEE!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone wishing to spend time with me before i go had better hurry up and arrange a date as time is running out fast!
Working at the nursery kills time and gets me money to save before i go but i have no real enjoyment like i used to. I enjoy seeing my kids who i had in my room and i love playing with them but things seem to have changed considerably (regarding the staff) and the nursery just isnt like it used to be.
The source has been amazing and i will miss all the team and kiddies terribly. Its amazing watching the girls worshipping during the song time! I love playing the welcome games. Singing the 'yes- no' game with Nic is always hilarious! Spending Fridays in the church setting up for the source and leafleting is excellent fun too.
Work at Abernethy will be completely different. Its kinda scary but i know its gonna be great.

Random Ramblings

Tonight my mind is kinda mincing about. Im nervous about going to Abernethy but also remembering some of the fantastic times ive had recently! Alton towers was amazing! We had a great time and it gave me the chance to talk to some people who i never usually get the chance to. There was also the walk to raise money for the bus for alton towers. We had sucha great time walking along and catching up with each other. I especailly enjoyed listening to George talk about his packed lunch! SOD!
At Alton Towers, Tait were amazing! They are my new favourite christian band. I appreciated him talking about his father too. Having not had a responsible father i thought it wouldnt make sense to me but i have someone who is just like a big papa bear so i guess God gave me a replacement! woop woop! And God is also my Father but thats something we are still working on. Sometimes it feels naural but still sometimes the past seems too much to accept any kind of Father.
Ive also been thinking about writing my testimony (completely) in here for all to see. Im not sure who knows EVERYHTING up to date. I tend to tell a little at a time depending on what god wants. I dunno but watch this space just incase!

My First Post

i have decided to open up my own blog because im a little bored just now and i also think it will be handy when im in Abernethy. I probably wont post everyone regular e-mails (unless i really really like you so im sure that wont be too many! MUAHAHAHAHAH) but i promise to faithfully update my blogspot!